Apparently, I’ve found the reason of my troubles in emotional background. If to throw out perishable needs like classic ones of Maslow’s pyramid, It becomes evident that there’s still some dissatisfaction feeling on my free time. So, in result of discussion with friend I’ve found that actually there’s some extension to the pyramid that was throwed out because of it’s useless for business needs, but actually, it exists, and this is need for faith. Thereby, it turns out that religion is a method of satisfaction of need in faith.
In Russian, faith means beleive in something. But in this situation God means just an artefact of some religion format, so what essense is worth to be beleived in in our science worldvision? We could describe and imagine almost any thing in world, so what subject or essense is eligible? I think, it’s beleive in eternity of human possibilities. Everything imaginable is reachable.
It makes valuable effect to self-developmend and mood.